Reflecting…

Everyone has a reason to start blogging right? Mine was simply to vent being 100% me. The world we live in is extremely judgemental and I love the fact I am anonymous on here. I have received the best advice I have ever been given from my followers who have no duty at all to … More Reflecting…

Big Baby…

I am 21 and afraid of being alone. I hate it when my partner goes away working, I don’t know if it is some kind of separation thing but I panic and freak myself out to the point where I am sitting listening for murders trying to get in. I would rather a blood test, … More Big Baby…

A bad day.

I regret waking up today. The second my eyes opened I knew I was in for a shit storm. No matter how hard I try, I still can’t shake these thoughts or the way I let them effect me. I am physically exhausted from feeling like complete shit. It’s like my mind is my worst … More A bad day.

Under Pressure

I cooked dinner for my mother in law, my partner and his grandma tonight. Turned out well, but my god. The fucking pressure. Pressure to make sure it is perfect. Don’t get me wrong, I am on the opposite end on the spectrum from being perfect but that didn’t stop me from feeling nervous, anxious, … More Under Pressure

Anxiety

If you have ever experienced Anxiety then I’m sure you know it’s a feeling of nervousness, worry and constant stressing. I have had Anxiety for around a year now but in recent months I have noticed it getting much worse. I ask myself “What is wrong with me?” “Will I ever feel ‘normal’ again?” Anxiety … More Anxiety